As I look to the future, I really like what I see. Yes, my life isn’t perfect, but I’m going to do my absolute best to enjoy every moment of it anyway. I have a great partner who I hope to one day spend the rest of my life with. He loves me despite my flaws and I am so thankful for that. I’m not perfect by any stretch of the imagination and as much as I wish I was, I’m not and I never will be. I’m just making the most of my life and doing the best that I can every day, no matter what the world throws at me. It’s thrown a lot of uncomfortable things my way too. I haven’t had an easy ride.
Enough about my past though. This post is looking toward the future. Thinking about my future has made me also think about my future children. My partner and I both want to have kids and although kids are a long way away, I’ve been finding myself casually scrolling through nursery wallpaper styles every so often. I can’t help myself. I’m just in love with the idea of decorating a nursery for our little bundle of joy. Thinking about my future and my partner’s future and our future together has gotten me all clucky.
Although I have a good idea of how the next five years or so of my life will turn out, I know I need to expect the unexpected. You never know what’s going to happen or what’s around the corner. Half of the things that happened in my life were completely unexpected. Some of them were good and some of them were bad. That’s just life.
So without getting too far ahead of myself with all this future talk, I’m just going to casually browse through unicorn wall decal catalogues and think about what may be. I won’t talk about it with too many people because I need to keep my hopes and dreams to myself.